Learning to Love

This year God has been teaching and maturing me so much. Participating in camp and church ministry has been an overwhelming contribution to this. 

During our class with Cal Macfarlane, Studies in Christian Worldview, we talked about how a better depiction of one's knowledge and learning is to see what they are learning to love. This better describes where their heart is. 

With this in mind, I have been learning to love relying on God's strength and ability when I do not have it together. Full schedules and last minute plans make youth group and Sunday school an adventure, that's for sure! Whether it's trying to remember all the Bible songs I sang when I was in Grade One, or planning an event or Bible Study, I am recognizing God's hand in everything. 

I have been learning to love growing in areas where I am weak. In seeing places where I need to change I am understanding how my attitude and character needs to be shaped to follow Christ's. At the same time, God reveals his perfect nature to me. 

Most of all I have been learning to love God's gifts. One way this plays out is valuing and enjoying small opportunities for conversation and "shared experience". In working with youth from the Ladysmith community I’ve witnessed the importance of using “one-on-one” instances to connect with youth. In attempting to be intentional in every situation I sometimes have really neat chats with some of the girls.

On a Friday not that long ago three girls asked me what the different between Jesus and God was. Instead of brushing them off or giving them a quick answer so we could get back to doing whatever it was we were doing, I gave it some thought and took time to explain it to them. It was amazing how my time in classes all throughout the year actually assisted me in giving them a full, well-rounded understanding of God’s original plan, the process through the Old Testament, and then Jesus’ entrance as our Saviour and Bridge back to a full life of living with and for God.

It’s always nerve-racking after a discussion like that: Did they catch any of it? Was it over their heads? What did I miss?

Nonetheless, there are not very many things more encouraging than a young girl nodding her head and communicating, “Yeah, I think I get it. It did not make any sense before but I understand better now”.

As I leave Vancouver Island in a few weeks and work with other ministries later, I hope to carry with me the things I have been “learning to love”. I want to continue to look inward and notice things I can improve on, while looking outward to see how I can glorify and serve God by relying on Him and taking what I have been learning and using it to speak Truth into other’ lives. 

Comparing, Contrasting, Applying

Family Night

With the "Say Yes" (After-school Tutoring) Children 

Organizing the Community Centre @ Potter's Place 

During our missions trip we partnered with two ministries: New Beginnings Baptist Church and Potter’s Place Mission, both in East Vancouver where single mother homes, drug and alcohol addictions and brokenness are prevalent. Compared to camp and Oceanview Community Church in Ladysmith, these ministries have many differences, yet similarities can be found between them as well.

One of the greatest differences I noticed between these contrasting ministries in East Vancouver and The Cowichan Valley is the literal approach to being in “full time” ministry. The pastors and even volunteers at New Beginnings are seen at the church daily. It was very common to find them organizing street sales, running programs, talking on the phone, cleaning, and leading prayer meetings and services. Likewise, Potter’s Place has dedicated volunteer staff who appear numerous times throughout the week (or even the day!) to help in their designated areas, or with whatever needs doing. This is very different from ministries like Oceanview and Camp Qwanoes where staff have set hours and are not often found working onsite during their time off. The church is not even open every day for people to be there even if they wanted to!

On the flipside, I see godly people at both places and notice their faith in God to provide their needs, whatever they may be. For camp it could be things like staff and campers, where at Potter’s Place and New Beginnings finances are of great concern.

The things I learned from the missions trip that I can apply to ministries on Vancouver Island are numerous! Some of these include the importance of taking the small opportunities and random conversations to speak truth into children, youth, and adults’ lives. Whether that appears in the form of encouragement, harsh love, or God’s good plan for them, I know that the personal, unplanned times are of great value. I also learned that “just because something is different does not mean it is wrong.” Some approaches to ministry on the Eastside were a little bit foreign to me, yet I know that God uses his followers in unique ways all the time. Similarly, trying new things and thinking outside the set box of North American ministry has its place at Camp Qwanoes and Oceanview Church too. Lastly, I saw the great value—and necessity, actually—of sharing and demonstrating the gospel side by side. Not only do our actions and words have to line up, we also need to boldly proclaim the Word of God.

Overall, this Vancouver trip opened my eyes to see and trust in God’s sovereign plan that includes all. He is in the business of drawing people to him, and also revealing His love and power to them.